If you think sunshine brings you happiness, then you haven't danced in the rain.

I never thought i'd have to face the problems im facing now.
I never knew one person's existence can mean so much eventhough i'm always saying that every little thing makes a difference.
Who would have thought that something like this can happen to me.
Im only 15, wait.. 14 plus. i can't handle shits like this. I dont want to.
I dont even want to try, im so tired of trying, so tired of doing things. i dont want to do anything.
Why? why does this things happen to me. ive never done anything wrong, ive never sinned so badly to deserve this, i dont deserve this. i dont.
i need a time out. a long one.