Life.

Entry 1.

Everytime i think of you, you remind me of how karma works. What goes around, comes around.
True, it is. But you only hurt for a couple of months and i've been hurting for years.
How does that seem fair?
Maybe it is.
Some people say when you do something bad to a person, you'll be punished 12 times worst.
So maybe this is the punishment i'm getting for being such a mean person to you.
but to tell you the truth, I ended it as soon as i could for i know that you deserve better.
I really loved you from the bottom of my heart but knowing i'm not good enough for you, I had a crucial decision to make.
If i had ever continued, then only will I be the bad person.
I see you found happiness, i'm really happy for you, that's all i can say.
Now after years, i have to move on to the next chapter, to find my happiness and forget about you.

Entry 2.

I never thought that this would ever happen to me but first time in my life, i've been played like a fool.
I followed your cries like a blind man would and was slowly hypnotized into your play box, figuring I was your favourite toy at least. I was never more wrong in my life.
Knowing I'm the idiot i already am, I still let you play with me because i loved how you would imagine me as the girl of your dreams, the girl you would exchange vows with someday.
Although I secretly dream of being that girl, I knew that you would never think of a worn out toy like me, for after all, i am only a toy.

Entry 3.

I hear cries every night, from outside my hole. And when i peeked out, all I can see is a cheese.
Its wonderful scent that one can't resist, tried to lure me out from the only safe spot i know of.
I tried my hardest to not be bothered by its nature, but i can't ignore such a brilliant creation.
And when i reached out for it, I felt pain crawling up my tail.
That's when i realized, I was blinded by lies.

Y U NO

Lost.

Why hate? when you start hating, a vision will be blocked. A vision of a good side.

It'll all be dark and gloomy, everything you see of it will be black and nothing more.

Stop hating, start loving, you will be able to see the good side of things and clear out the fog and clouds that you were once hiding under.

Dreams? Why does my dream seem sooo impossible.. ? Why did God let me meet a competition who is far better than me? Is it to show and tell me that i should give up because there are way more talented ppl out there in this world? Or is it to help me become better at it than i alrdy am? Honesly, i never really thought that my dream is something that I could ever achieve. I have NO belief in it.

Im not looking down on myself, it's because i KNOW that some things are just impossible, not EVERYTHING is possible no matter how hard you try to believe. Not only that, i also know that im not good enough and i will never be.

For the future, i don't really know what to do. i LOVE science but not as much as i love music. I love discovering new things too but there is not one thing that i know of that i REALLY REALLY LOVE doing. Why is it this way? i want to know what i love doing. and secondly, i want to know what im really talented in. Like what everybody says, everyone has a gift. What is mine? its frustrating that i have yet to discover it but if i alrdy have discovered it.. then i really am not talented enough for the talented.. if you get what i mean..

stupid.

Just wanna let you know that you're so stupid.

youre so stupid that you dont even know that youre stupid.

everyone keeps telling you that youre stupid but you wont listen because youre stupid.

how stupid can you get, stupid?

i dont think you can even understand the term stupid.

dont be so stupid, but you are stupid.

you dont even have to act stupid to be stupid.

you try to act smart but you are so stupid.

i hope you know how stupid you are because if you dont see that youre stupid, you will always be stupid.

im so sorry because youre so stupid.

it's probably your fault for being so stupid.

well i guess it cant be help since you are so stupid.

if life is sad for you , its because you're stupid.

no words can describe how stupid you are.

thats why im updating a post on your stupidity.

i hope you read and learn that you are so stupid.

if you finally realise that you're so stupid,

you better buy me ice cream cause it is not stupid.

but you probably wont, because you're so stupid.

because of the amount of stupid typed here, i even forgot bout the word for awhile.

With much, extra love,

Elayne.

BUSY.

I really wanna update bout the things i did from last week till now but i do not have the pictures yet.

So i'll update a lil first ;)

Last Wednesday, Tiffany came over to my place and we played FATAL FRAME 2!

It's the scariest game i have ever played, seriously. I dont even dare to move the analog stick HAHA.

It's a game where you take pictures to kill the ghost. lol.

HEHEHEHEH

After that , we watched 3 movies ;)

We watched paranormal activities 2 first. Mehh, wasnt scary at all =/ and then after that we watched paranormal activities 1. It was scarier than the second one but i would say it was just more interesting and clearer than the second one.

The third movie we watched was NORBIT! HAHA. It's been a long time, so yeah.

Cooked maggie mee for Tiff for lunch, also, prawn balls and half boiled eggs :D

for dinner we had McD's. dntknow what it was but it gave us both stomach aches :(

and then blablabla then tiff went back :D

Well i spent my whole week with Tiffany HAHA. so yeah.

That was not the end of wednesday but im gonna end it anyway. SEEEE YAAAA *waves like Fred*

Love,

Elayne.

1. Boy writes on a girls wall "you" and then likes his post. Girl then says "Why did you post 'you' on my wall and then 'like' it?" Boy says "Because I like you."

2. One spelling mistake can destroy your life.
A Husband sent this to his wife:I'm having a wonderful time wish you were her."

1)look at 4
2)look at 6
3)look at 15
4)look at 10
5)look at 12
6)look at 11
7)I love you.
8)look at 3
9)look at 14
10)look at 5
11)look at 8
12)look at 9
13)dont be mad last one. look at 7
14)look at 2
15)look at 13

4. Old People at Weddings Always Poke Me and Say, "You're Next." So, I Started Doing the Same Thing to Them at Funerals. :)

5. As soon as you get online, whose name do you look for first? When a slow song comes on, whose face pops up in your head? When you get a text, who do you hope it's from? Whose name makes your stomache drop when you hear it?

6. Jacob Isn't a Werewolf. He's hairy, smells bad, is obsessed with meat, and has long nails. He's obviously a Hobo.

7. Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for all the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for all the damage. Dear Brain, you were right

8. Children don't care whether a person is a girl or a boy, black or white, pretty or ugly, different or the same, they will be friends simply because they get along. Children don't care about politics or religion. And yet they say adults are wiser

9. "you really love him, don't you?"
a psychological question,
no name was mentioned but suddenly,
someone came into your mind.

10. A blondie's password was GoofyHueyLouieDueyDaisyDonaldMickeyMinniePhoenix, her friend asked why her pass was so long, and so the blondiesaid it needs @ least 8 characters and a capital! So that's what I did!!!!!!

11. You: F is for friends who do stuff together! U is for you and me!
Mom: What are you spelling?!?!
You: Fun....

12. According to parents we're too young for love, too old for fun, too smart to play dumb and too immature for grown up conversations. Its no wonder teens are so rebellious

13. Sometimes, that girl who seems so strong, who never lets what people say bother her, who smiles and laughs with her friends all the time, is really the girl who, deep down, is falling to pieces.

Which is your favourite? :)

Octopus.

Hi. Don't you think octopuses are just so amazing? If you don't, i hope after reading this post will change your mind.

Because just by watching a show about octopuses already changed my mind, haha.

Why are octopuses amazing? Because they can camouflage! I dontknow whether its general knowledge or what but i dumb so yeah.

They can change their skin colour, change their shapes and also their skin textures.

They can change those almost immediately.

It's to protect themselves from predators, that is.

Also, an octopus can fit through a 2 inch hole. Cool huh.

They use their tentacles to guide themselves through 2 inch tubes and they can sense whether theres a predator nearby or not.

Among all the octopuses that caught my attention was the Mimic octopus.

Well, a mimic octopus is an octopus that can imitate, impersonate another sea creature's behaviour.

It can flatten itself to copy a certain fish. Or thicken its tentacles, like shape-shifting.

It also can spike itself like a lion fish.

Also, act like a crab.

Well, those facts are probably the ones that caught my attention.

So yeah, it's a cool creature. BUT I STILL LOVE JELLYFISH MORE :D

If you wanna find out more about octopuses , GOOGLE IT!

Love,
Elayne.